[Lydia knows she's always going to be unprepared for seeing her. This will be the third time and only the first time that the burden of truth doesn't rest on her shoulders. It doesn't make it any easier for her to start again. To see her with what should be hope for her to be happybhere and instead be struck with all the times she's left before. Where the choice is hers and she opts to go back to death. It doesn't make it hurt less that she still keeps needing to come here. From alternate worlds. Different realms. Always the same fate for her best friend.
Heading over to the given address, she tries to be happy. To not show up at her door in tears. The walk is over sooner than she anticipated, though and she finds herself unsure as she knocks on the door. She hopes that it'll just fall into place. That it will just be like it was before. She has to hope for something.]
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Date: 2017-01-13 07:28 am (UTC)[Lydia knows she's always going to be unprepared for seeing her. This will be the third time and only the first time that the burden of truth doesn't rest on her shoulders. It doesn't make it any easier for her to start again. To see her with what should be hope for her to be happybhere and instead be struck with all the times she's left before. Where the choice is hers and she opts to go back to death. It doesn't make it hurt less that she still keeps needing to come here. From alternate worlds. Different realms. Always the same fate for her best friend.
Heading over to the given address, she tries to be happy. To not show up at her door in tears. The walk is over sooner than she anticipated, though and she finds herself unsure as she knocks on the door. She hopes that it'll just fall into place. That it will just be like it was before. She has to hope for something.]